The collection of thoughts and ideas represent years of my
search for answers about the physical reality in which I live. Eventually I discovered worlds within, beyond
my outer physical senses. These inner
worlds are limitless and offer not only experiences but answers to questions I
am having at the time. These worlds,
planes, dimensions are opening doors I did not know existed. Many of the planes within, beyond my physical
experience, are void of description, but are very real.
This first book shares my journey through confusing and
conflicting beliefs about spirituality to which you, the reader, may relate in
some manner. I experienced much
apprehension and fear of judgment about sharing my initial journey until
now. I now depend totally upon my higher
guidance. This book is about me; it is
who I am.
May the blessings be,
Judy Tribune (Hansabubbles)
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FIRST CHAPTER
Search for Meaning
Triumph
arose in the face of confusion and conflicting beliefs. Who am I?
How does life work? How many
realities and dimensions are there? Can
I change my reality? When my
search for answers began, I was open to any information that may shed light on
the reality of “me.” I knew I was
“soul,” but in which mission did I choose to enlist as this personality or
collection of personalities? It became extremely helpful to me to
understand how I personally fit into the scheme of things and how all my
beliefs fit into this same scheme. Whenever
I tried to learn the meaning of truth, many options and viewpoints, opposing
and otherwise popped up for me to see. How in the world was I going to
solve such a complex and expansive mystery?
Delving
into my inner exercises, I discovered there are many souls guiding me for
various reasons. When my particular external interest changed, there were
other guides and masters to assist me. Once I began to call upon them and
knew their guidance and assistance was truly real in my life, I had more
confidence that what I was doing in any given moment was more or less in
harmony with my purpose. Assistance is there at all times, but I learned
that unless I requested guidance from them, I floundered upon the shores of my
stubbornness and ignorance. Now it was time to clear the confusion and get
on with the business at hand, my life.
For
instance, if I asked for assistance with my health and a psychic healer sat
next to me on the bus, how could this be anything other than the Allness
presenting one avenue to follow? Was
not the “cause” of this situation or result, my request for healing?
Therefore, I practice on a day to day basis that I am the creator in my
universe, for better for worse, for richer, for poorer. This provides me
with many opportunities to change my outer results by altering the inner
experience, or how I view life in the first place. I stopped judging
anything in my life “bad” or “good.” I simply view it as another experience
put there by my own creative-self to discover more about this thing I call
life.
The caverns
of my mind that I wander from time-to-time are full of outdated, overworked
versions of my reality as I used to view it.
Thoughts, those seemingly harmless creatures no one hears and the words
unspoken, kept to myself through the endless opportunities to express
myself. Once the overwhelming evidence
proving me the creator in my universe was in, how could I believe that any of
this inner activity could possibly be kept from anyone?
My entire
outer life was a manifestation, a reflection of what was going on inside this
secret place. Now, my complaints about
my existence, such as my dislike for my neighbor, my financial despair, my
physical body, all became an open book for all to read who had the eyes to see. I realized it was extremely beneficial to discipline
my thoughts. This was not so much to clear my negativity as it was to alter
results in my life, the results causing me discomfort and unhappiness. The energy of these thoughts was attracting
the exact circumstances of unhappiness in my life and reflecting them back to
me.
Now life
began to be more exciting! Once I could accept
that I created my own universe in all areas of this life, I could begin to alter
and change it. The next step was to
determine what I felt to be my most valuable things and beliefs and learn how
to discard the remainder. This was no easy task in the beginning for never
before had I dreamed much about what I wanted, but I wasted a tremendous amount
of energy toward what I did not want. Of
course, in doing so, the energy of thoughts was fueling these unwanted
realities.
First of
all, I had to withdraw this energy and begin eliminating any thoughts at all
toward what I did not wish to retain in my life. I viewed this like feeding a child, a plant
or any growing thing. If they received
food and nourished with love and attention, they would grow and flourish. If this food and attention were absent for a
long enough time, they would eventually perish.
So anything I did not want in my life had to be fed no attention at
all. At this point, I was to uncover how
much I wanted and how attached I was to struggle in which I found myself. It required much more effort to keep my
attention OFF what I did NOT want than placing thoughts upon that for which I
wished.
Courage
became my ally. Courage had seemed to be
related to quests of valor appearing only in life-threatening situations. Courage took on much more meaning to me as I
traveled this new path. It took
considerable courage and discipline for me to live a life I desired instead of
comfortably fitting myself into one someone else carved out for me. I discovered that just to do what I wanted for
myself in any moment required more courage than it must have taken on the
battlefields of my other lifetimes. Life
is a battle between me and me.
Where do I go from
here? Anywhere I want
was the loud and clear answer. What a task! Where do I want to go? What do
I want to do? Who do I want to be? What does any of this mean? Now I began to process by elimination, what I
did not want in order to find some common denominator in my life that I wished
to embellish. The task was truly clear. I knew I was soul. As soul, I was a part of the Allness. This had become the central part of my
knowingness. How did my current lifetime fit
into the scheme of things and how influential is each lifetime I find myself?